It
was about 10:15pm as I stood facing the white porcelain in disbelief. Looking
down, I see a soup of soggy, befouled paper. I must have used half a roll
by now. There! Look at how it laughs at me, the chocolatey eye of evil,
which gets no smaller, though its pink halo of hemoglobin grows more and
more opaque with each progressive wipe.
There
is a tiny brown smear of pain and filth at the center of the universe...
and
it hates me.